Paradise of Joy

Boring!!!!

2005-10-26T09:40:00.000+08:00

9.40 A.M. on a normal wednesday, here i am sitting down in a computer laboratory doing my lectures and assignments. Seriously, i've had enough of this shit, am wondering what am i doing everyday and why am i doing so. Getting up early, and do those daily routine, and go to school, go home and play games... this kind of spastic and empty lifestyle of mine just has to stop.

People have been telling me how nice 40 year old virgin was, but i still haven't watch it. I want to watch it. Actually planned to watch yesterday, but the show time was 3pm and most people can't catch the show... so in the end we just went arcade and play the afternoon off...

It's been rather a long time since i last updated this blog, i seriously have no idea on whether to keep or delete this blog.. it seems rather contradicting... going shopping with Lingta tomorrow afternoon... hopefully no last minute shit for me..

Sarong party girl blog

2005-09-03T19:52:00.000+08:00

You know? The more i read Sarong party girl's blog, the more i admire her absence of hypocrisy. She dares do what she wants to do, not like anyone else. Man, it's saturday today and i fucking have school. Holy cow dude, when people are snugging in their bed under their warm blanket, i'm studying. This totally sucks big time.

I went to school today as usual for Wilson Tang's bullshit.. i didn't even pay attention to him literally. i was gazing away in the air, talking to my friends and thinking about forbidded things. To guys out there who actually don't know, 3 fucking hours is damn long. I don't enjoy sitting down there for 3 hours listening to bullshit and crap. But i don't wanna accumulate DP's, and so i gotta go. FUCK IT !

Nab thanked me for the testimonial i wrote for her.. Frankly speaking, i didn't even know what to write for her. After Catering science, we went for lunch and back to school again for some tutorial session. It was fun folding napkins and changing tablecloth, i finally got the hang of it..

My F&B test is on Monday, but i'm fucking slacking out here. What the hell am i doing man..

School has Started

2005-09-02T19:26:00.000+08:00

It's been a few months since my last post and here i am again, returning from the pit. School has started. Finally, i've got something to occupy to help me forget the undesirable. With projects and tutorials, i literally have lesser time to brood about.

I made new friends in my new school, and things are going along pretty well. My class is an united class and we are all happy. And that's what keeps me looking forward to attend classes. It's been a great few months.

Nothing

2005-07-10T22:06:00.000+08:00

I just cut my hair!!! Daddy says i look smarter and Kingbee says i look more handsome WOOHOO!!! Whatever..

I hate my current Phone and i want to buy a new phone.. anybody has any model to introduce?
D500C is nice!. SINGLEHOOD ROCKS

School open

2005-07-07T22:06:00.000+08:00

School finally started and i have been so busy since then.. Having slacking for 7 months, i find it difficult to wake up at 7 for school, School is at Bukit batok, and it's so far..

I thank God for good lecturers, and rowdy classmates. Although there were a few quiet ones, but the cheeky ones are enough for all of us to bear.. Hotel Management is a good course to be in, because all my lecturers are funny, Especially my F&B lecturer. The way he talks, he can make people laugh until they can't laugh anymore

Ain't the world small ? Lingta actually went steady with Jestor. This world is really a small world.. Since Lingta is in Jestor's good hands, i can be assured now.. It's time for me to move on, i no longer fancy any BGR now.. i just want to focus on getting my Diploma, and live life to the fullest. As i have said, it's better to leave such things to nature.

Orientation

2005-06-30T19:38:00.000+08:00

Nothing much happened to me these few days.. Watched Initial D yesterday and it was superb, although the story line was sort of crappy, but the car driftings are really cool.. Went to school today for orientation, received my timetable and it sucks big time, for 10 weeks i've got to study till 8 pm on thursday.. because i've got a long duration break in between.. it sucks so much man..

I wonder how am i gonna take it, by i must take it, it's a Diploma of my interest so even if it's hell, i gotta bear with it for 3 years.. Tourism industry is booming for Singapore and i will be well sought after...

Description

2005-06-27T22:54:00.000+08:00

Just a brief description of what happened to me in 2 days.

Sunday - June 26

Went to a different church, wanted to see what and how the other churches in Singapore would be like. Me, Chung Kian and Joshua went to Wesley Methodist Church behind the YMCA at Dhoby. Initially, i thought methodist church would make me sleep, as in their worship style. But much to my surprise, i enjoyed it. The slow momentum, and the organ choir worship style, it's truly enjoyable and amazing. I think i will most probably hop to that church. VFC is like so dead already.

Today

Woke up at 9.30 and Daddy just came home. Had carrot cake for breakfast. Sat infront of my PC for an hour of gaming session before i prepare myself to go out. Went to Geylang East Ave 3 to purchase my SHATEC Uniform. Went back home after that. Had curry for dinner and man, it was superb. I'm watching Initial D on Wednesday. Finally.

Love

2005-06-25T21:47:00.000+08:00

I wanna get my hair dyed.

BULLSHIT

2005-06-22T20:42:00.000+08:00

Alright, i am not going to say much, except that today's meeting was more than a mere bullshit, it's bullshit to the utmost extent. I've nvr attended such a stupid meeting before!! I'm not going to go in depth into it because i'm worried that you guys might fall asleep reading this.. One word for this meeting.. CRAP

I tried to find the wine that my shi jie wants, but to no avail.. perhaps i am a stupid wine noob..

From now onwards, i'm gonna start moderating my tagboard.. just to prevent people from posting silly comments and making it a rule that why i should do things to let them see.. i do things for myself and not for others. I've had enough of giving in shit when countless people gave me shit back despite the kind deeds i gave them. The good won't be rewarded at all. People just make use of each other, although there are good people out there, but they are just a handful.

I am losing my sleep... arghhh... can somebody just gauge me and judge me and tell me privately so i know what i am and where i stand.. But to those FAGGOTS who give stupid comments, i won't take into account what you say but instead treat you as a mere delinquent.. You've Been Warned !

No chance

2005-06-21T20:19:00.000+08:00

Sitting down here infront of my laptop, i begun my thoughts.. and after some serious thinking.. i've come to realise that i probably won't have a chance to be with her.. it's true that i gave up a lady who loves me for her.. it's true that i still have feelings for her.. but all these will come to naught. if i seriously think about it. I mean, so what if i like her, the ending question would be, does she like me ? I like her, but do i have a chance. Loving her and being together with her is 2 different issue altogether.

Went out for convention yesterday and met her in AMK K-Pool, after K-Pool, we went to suntec to LG only to find that customer service has shifted to redhill.. naturally, both of us were pissed.. not knowing what to do, i suggested coffee at the coffeebean.. i had ice blended mocha and she had it with cream..

We talked about many things, varying from her classmate Rain to her ex Desmond to our future goals and aspirations.. Took a cab and sent her home. In the cab, i thought about alot of things, from my past success to my current failure. And i thought about us, that was why i was sort of quiet in the cab.. back in my head, i was thinking if i should wait for a miracle to happen, that is for her to like me, which i think is not possible.. i know deeply in my mind and heart that she only treats me as a confidante and a closefriend. But as for relationship, i don't think i stand a chance.. although i very much want a chance

I 've come to realise that such things are not meant for human to intervene and thus i am all going to leave it to nature's course.

Now, as my winamp is playing JJ Lin - One thousand years later. I ask myself a question, why is that humans always hesitate to treat one another well like a close friend or a love ones, but only drop to their knees for forgiveness and cry when they are dying or they are not around.. this question is one that nobody can answer.

I have never regretted anything.. because i gave myself a chance and an attempt to woo her, although success seems so far off.. I don't know what to say except to ponder that if she's for me.. Maybe it's time for me to careless but to concentrate on building up my career and maybe, by that time, time will tell me if she's the one for me.. I solely believe in the principle of true sincerity moves one's heart.. i believe my sincerity will touch her heart someday.. someday..

Channel Outing

2005-06-16T23:24:00.000+08:00

I really enjoyed myself today... it's the first time i get to see who i am really talking to in IRC.. Rach, Rach's cousin, Eunice, POOH, Elmo, Kevin, Aaron. They are fun peeps to hang out with.

Went to town, but as usual, town is boring with only a few streets to walk about and a few shopping centres to hang out at.. we went to find Aaron before going for lunch... Went to Pacific plaza after sitting at MacDonald stoning there like nothing. Met Pooh at FEP and after that, Elmo. We then go for a game of pool and we ate our dinner at Pastamania Cineleisure..

After that, we went to Heeren and the girls took their Neo print while the guys just sat outside and talk.. i got to know Pooh.. and then Kevin comes along.. Elmo is really good in pool, or should i say, he's the champion, Proer than my friend who taught me the game.. he can shoot with just one hand... and his shots are always accurate..

After a while, i and Pooh went to the arcade next door and we went home after that.. it's been quite a while since i enjoyed myself.. it's good making such friends like them... Oh yeah! I saw Steven Lim as well.. he was helping some lady doing her eyebrow.. as usual, a t-shirt with a bow tie.. what weird dressing sense he've got....!

To love someone that doesn't love you

2005-06-15T18:46:00.000+08:00

Have you people experienced this ? The girl/guy you love doesn't love you and only treats you as a friend... it's heart wrenching.. and i think i am going through this situation..

The girl i like/love doesn't love me and treats me only as a good friend.. how i wish to tell her that i want to be her boyfriend, how i wish that i could tell her that i want to take care of her until i die.. but it appears that even if i tell her so... she will just treat me like a good friend.. never to have feelings for me..

I once forsaken a girl who loved me, and i don't want to do it again.. a lady whom i shall not mention her name for her anonymity rights loved me for who i was, and doesn't mind me a little.. although she gets quited pissed off easily.. but she really loved me.. and i forsaken her.. what a joke, you guys are sure to laugh at me, for being such a fool..

I know i did alot of mistakes in the past and i have no wish of repeating it again... i know it's never too late to learn from mistakes but it's too late if i had hurt someone.. again..

what ever it is, i just want to say that i am sorry for what i have done in the past.. i seek forgiveness and i yearn to the future, never to repeat mistakes of the past.. how i wish that the girl i love will read my blog and know how i feel.. she knows who she is.. i need say no more..

Changes

2005-06-13T20:47:00.000+08:00

It always frightens me, how humans can change from one form to another, from kind to evil, from good to bad.. it's always a blessing to have good people around you, yet in them midst of this corrupted society, almost everyone is becoming evil..

i've made several changes to my blog, since music from my previous host is down, i'll just have to make do with a midi being my background music.. this is the best that i've heard so far.. but i will continue to find a better music for my blog

Today's the official date that my friend Soowan quitted his job.. he said he wanna throw his name tag and tie on the ground before leaving... wonder if he is really doing that... i hope he didn't

I am updating this blog from my Grandmother's place, as i am here for a sumptious dinner... i wonder if everybody has eaten ? Because i haven't....

Char Mee

2005-06-12T23:22:00.000+08:00

What a hungry night... i'm eating Myojo charmee now... this is the first time that i can actually say that instant noodles don't taste that bad.. Woke up at 8 am today, and made it to church on time... Stupid Joshua nvr go church also nvr tell me, make samuel and me sit at the front row by ourselves..

Lingta say cannot meet me for supper today cos she said she got super big eye bags.. haha.. i had only chicken porridge for dinner, so i have to eat miserable instant noodles.. but as long as it can fill my stomach.. it's okay...

I gave 10 dollars for offering today, and God blessed me back with another 10 dollars.., God really is God.. cares about me.. =) perhaps i was thinking of clubbing, and he decided to let me have that 10 dollars....

I haven't buy my game yet.. gotta make time and go buy already.. i'm getting so impatient...

MU online

2005-06-09T21:02:00.000+08:00

My feelings for MU online have rekindled!!!! I am finally able to play MU online in a private server... it is way easier for me to level up than the global server... playing in the global server simply sucks to the core... so hard to level, took me a month to train till Level 50, i'm quitting it in the Global server..

Woke up at 10+ today, did web designing and played a few games, that's how i passed my hours today... time travel so fast, a year just went by by just a blink of the eye.. it's so scary...

Jason won't be going to SHATEC anymore, so it's only Me with Wenxing, sigh, another studymate gone... i long for the day to come when i have to go to school.. waking up late and playing games the whole day is just a bored.. i don't even know what i am i living for, just living life and continuing it...

Incomplete

2005-06-08T20:49:00.000+08:00

The song Incomplete from Backstreetboys is just so nice.. i've fallen in love with it.. and not to mention Black Eyed Peas Monkey Business album... i think i'm gonna purchase it.. can't resist the temptation man...

Did nothing productive today.. played games the whole day.. woke up at 12.30 pm... What a later sleeper i am.. You know ? some times i feel that i need a girlfriend, and sometimes i feel that the time has not yet come and my rightful partner hasn't appeared. Well, maybe she has, maybe she hasn't.. whatever it is, i'll just pray and hope that it's the lady whom i desire..

Release of GTA San Andreas

2005-06-07T23:11:00.000+08:00

FInally, the date of release of Grand Theft Auto San Andreas is here... i can't wait to get one off the shop's rack.. thinking of games, replaying of Roller coaster tycoon ain't that bad too.. building my own themepark seems kind of fun...

I had some stupid convention which lasted 3 and a half hours yesterday, it was utterly boring, till the utmost extent.. although there are breaks from time to time, but... it's still boring...

It's been ages since the folks of 5n2 met.. i'm gonna organise some event so that all of us can come out and chill, i still miss my secondary school days.. in a month's time, i'll be starting school.. yes.. and that's SHATEC.. THe Singapore Hotel and Tourism Education College... i am super excited.. wonder how will it be...

Did nothing today except playing game the whole day, so unproductive.. i gotta start revising for my GCE-O Levels exams.., i'm retaking Maths and Combine humanities.. what a bore..

Nothing else for me to add. so it's time to sleep...

Unknown

2005-06-04T21:55:00.000+08:00

For some unknown reasons, i wasn't able to log into blog no matter how many times i try, so this update is for both yester and today.. nothing much happened yesterday, slept till the time as per nomal, went out to lunch with Soowan, and after lunching, we went northpoint to kill some time since both of us had nothing to do... dropped by Starbucks to get some coffee, since it's buy 1 get 1 free, so both of us got a iceblended mocha with whipped cream, after that, we went to GV to sit down and have a chat... and we went to Giordano next where i pampered myself with a purchase of a relax fit khakis and Soowan bought a pair of Boxers..

Stayed home today till 5.30 p.m when i went to Sengkang Compass point to meet Lingta to go to the library to research on some info and to borrow some books.. before that, i went to Giordano again to buy a pink checkered shirt, it looks nice and it's on 50% offer.. so i bought it..

Had KFC for dinner since Mummy didn't cook my share.. that's all..

My ear hurts

2005-06-02T19:48:00.000+08:00

My ear hurts... it's been a few days now... wondering when will it heal... accompanied Soowan to CMPB today to defer... but sadly, because his course is starting only next year... he cannot defer, the system did not accept the course commencement date... so he's sad now

He's terribly ill. i just can't understand why employers can give their staffs off when they are sick... anyway, soo wan only has got ITE to choose if he wants to defer for his SHATEC course..

Met a fellow SHATECian at CMPB... it appears that this year alot of people are going into SHATEC.. don't know why also....

arghhh.. FUCK MY EAR ~!!!!

My blog got no music

2005-05-29T15:12:00.000+08:00

My blog got no music anymore, the server removed it for some reasons... and it sucks to have a quiet blog..
i need something to liven up my blog.. hmmm?

Yesterday was Saturday and i was supposed to celebrate my birthday happily... apparently i didn't.. some assholes wrecked my plan and lucky i was to have CK by my side.. He's a true friend.. although some time he craps abit.. but then he's my best friend.. haha.. overall yesternight was quite ok for me..

Had dinner at Thai Express at PS with Lingta before that... wow.. i must say the Chicken stick noodles tastes quite nice.. although it smells weird, but it tastes nice.. that's truely the essence of a Good Cook.. and they have good customer service too.. Lingta suggested dropping them a compliment which i did, they deserved it.. had dinner along with Mango Blend... i was quite full.. but she was much more fuller... we shopped for around before i sent her back to Seng Kang, wanted to send her home but CK called me and i had to rushed back.. so in the end i nvr send her home... sorry ah girl =P

Today's Sunday, i skipped morning service today to sleep, but i am going for evening service.. must at least go one service.. =) Ok.. that's it.. bye bye..

Nothing unusual

2005-05-26T20:14:00.000+08:00

Birthday was nothing unusual, it's just like any normal day... woke up, ate breakfast, went to school. Went to sunplaza to collect my blazer only to find that the sales lady mistook my black blazer as a dark blue blazer, no choice.. gotta wait for my black one to arrive from HK.. Most probably end of june

Had a full dinner, was actually planning to dine out, but last minute cancel to dine with my mother.. which turned out to be a meal of french fries, spring chicken and fried bun.. but nvm, it's tasty.. and when my dad came back, he bought another fried spring chicken.. i ended up eating one and a half spring chicken.. so full

CK bought me a cartier from Malaysia.. Thanks man...

Happy Birthday

2005-05-24T22:03:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to me, Happy birthday to me, Happy birthday to myself, Happy birthday to me. Another year has past and yet another lonely birthday for me. Time flies and i have alot of things weighing on my mind. Let's hope this year and all upcoming year will be good for me.. May God bless me. Happy Birthday to all May Babies =)

Enough of BULLSHIT!

2005-05-20T13:17:00.000+08:00

That's it~! I've had enough of bullshit in 3 days, fancy people playing office politics with me... i know you are just plain jealous that my group closed some sales. But noneed play politics right ? You're just a stick in the mud you ass hole. FUCK YOU !

Ok sorry for my language.. it's been quite sometime since i blog, all because of work and that particular asshole.. i had no mood to blog, and finally he's not here for work today. Maybe he got ran over by a car or he got stuck in the toilet bowl. Whichever it is, he deserved it.

Fianlly i am turning 19 in another 5 days.. i am so happy. And i am celebrating it saturday on the 28th of May with a couple of my besties at CHINABLACK... We gotta party all night long and get drunk.. hopefully no police screen on that particular day or i'm gonna quit clubbing in Singapore for the best of my life.. it simply sucks when police come screen when you are at the peak of your dance.. wonder if they're too free..

Why are people around me getting sick one by one.. and i am not getting sick... it's not that i want to get sick but i'm really boring as people around me are sick i can't ask them out.. it's very sian you know.. 3 days of continous work.. I don't care man, i'm gonna apply leave for the entire week next week... let nobody fucking bother me for a week.. i can sleep all i want, play all i want. i haven't got any more time to play before my school starts in july..

Medical Examination

2005-05-11T22:25:00.000+08:00

It's time to blog. so many days nvr blog, so today must make it a point to blog. Nothing much these few days. Went shatec yesterday to collect my NS deferment letter. Then go BK eat, den go home. I was actually hesitating to go because of the heavy rain..

Woke up quite early today, around 10 plus. ate breakfast and got my medical health check done.. such a hassle. I also had the typhoid injection.. Now my arm super tired.. been at home whole day slacking. Did nothing much today except searching and downloading movies. Finally downloaded the Hotel Rwanda i wanted and am currently downloading xXx 2.

Am gonna go get my chest X-ray done tomorrow and after that, i'll most probably go down to CMPB at Depot road to submit my deferment letter to make a deferment. Basically, i've applied off for this whole week.. Hope i've got something interesting to do as time goes by. GTA San Andreas for the PC is finally releasing on the 5th of June. I can't wait to buy it so i can jack some cars...

HITMAN - Contracts

2005-05-07T20:28:00.000+08:00

Recently bought a new game, call Hitman Contracts. It's about this guy, a clone actually. He's a trained Professional Killer, and that means, since he was born, he was train to kill for a living. This game is rather alright, but is lousier than Hitman 2. Hitman 2 has got more missions, and some of those heart thumping and mind straining one. This game is not about kill, it's about planning, in order to successfully assasinate a target, you have to blend into the environment and plan. Kills braincells

I've been working and playing games primarily this week. From Flight Simulator to Hitman Contracts. That's the only games i have i my computer. Suck huh ? Man, whenever i look at that Boeing 747 cockpit, i feel like buying it. I think when my first 100000 come, i want to build a replica of the 747 cockpit. I'm just so in love with it, smack me !

Oh yeah, i still haven't catch my movie. XXX2. The next Level. Anybody is interested? call me!

Fly high

2005-05-03T20:33:00.000+08:00

Arghhh..... so tired ! wondering what's wrong with me, always so tired.. basically work and slack for these past few days. Wanted to watch XXX2 today, but CK says he's not free, so didn't watch. I think i will catch it tomorrow..

Watched Good Luck! final episode just now.. after watching that Tv serial, i can't wait to see myself in Pilot uniform and flying the Boeing 747 for Singapore airlines. Although i am just a flight sim pilot now, i believe i will make it to the cockpit. Yes ! i believe i will..

I have been leading a carefree lifestyle ever since my past, and am going to live that way until somebody important catches my heart..

Gina came online after like MIA for 2 days ? And she's coming to my schoool. Yeah.. hahah another people to eat with in school already... i shall stop here. i have a flight to catch.. Hongkong back to Singapore ! Adios =)

2005-05-02T19:11:00.000+08:00

I am waiting for CK. That Korteh is late !!!!!

2005-05-02T19:10:00.000+08:00

Hey yo peeps wassup! It's me with my hair done and specs on. Thought i'll take this shot before going out.. Notice the wok in my background? You gotta know where this shot was taken... =)

A Brand New Beginning

2005-05-02T16:25:00.000+08:00

Y0 Peeps ! I finally have revamped my blog. after leaving it stagnant to stale for around 2 months. This new blog marks my new beginning. I finally have gotten over my past. Sounds contradicting eh ? haha.. Xiaohui smsed me the other night to scold me. Come to think about it, she was right. I think she's the only girl who really cares about me as a friend.. nobody does it like her. I have to thank her for giving me the strength to let go of the past and to start a brand new beginning..

That stupid Caiqi! 3 weeks nvr nag at her, she become sick already, man han quan qi, every thing also come.. fever, flu, cough. I think i must nag at her liao.. she cannot take care one

it's been a month since Lingta initiated a break of friendship due to some oblivious reasons.. although i did initiate to get our friendship right again, but it appears like a broken porcelain plate. Once broken, the beauty of it can never be regained. Although repairable, there will be cracks..

Finally XXX 2 is coming out, gonna catch it this weekend. Any joiners ? haha.. that's for now !