Wednesday, June 15, 2005

Have you people experienced this ? The girl/guy you love doesn't love you and only treats you as a friend... it's heart wrenching.. and i think i am going through this situation..

The girl i like/love doesn't love me and treats me only as a good friend.. how i wish to tell her that i want to be her boyfriend, how i wish that i could tell her that i want to take care of her until i die.. but it appears that even if i tell her so... she will just treat me like a good friend.. never to have feelings for me..

I once forsaken a girl who loved me, and i don't want to do it again.. a lady whom i shall not mention her name for her anonymity rights loved me for who i was, and doesn't mind me a little.. although she gets quited pissed off easily.. but she really loved me.. and i forsaken her.. what a joke, you guys are sure to laugh at me, for being such a fool..

I know i did alot of mistakes in the past and i have no wish of repeating it again... i know it's never too late to learn from mistakes but it's too late if i had hurt someone.. again..

what ever it is, i just want to say that i am sorry for what i have done in the past.. i seek forgiveness and i yearn to the future, never to repeat mistakes of the past.. how i wish that the girl i love will read my blog and know how i feel.. she knows who she is.. i need say no more..